Fuck 2010.

No seriously.

Fuck it!

It can only get better, right?

(ha!)

The Butterball

Just a reminder about how adorbz this kid is.

I am on winter break from school, so I am relieved of my nanny duties until the beginning of January. It's actually very sad for me. I miss my butterball.

It's a silly time to learn to swim on the way down.

God, growing up is harder than I expected.

Relationships are weird. Attempting polyamory is a whole new game for me. I guess I'm enjoying it. It's freeing, but I don't think it's the way to find a life partner. It's fun for now, though.

Exploring my gender and my sexuality has been a lot of fun too. Polysexual dyke. I can't think of a better way to describe my sexuality than that. Given that I am attracted to cis women and trans men, I can't cling to the label lesbian anymore. And that's okay. Polysexual is a great term. As for dyke, I see dyke as more cultural. I am into dyke culture, drawn to dyke company and present in a dyke manner. I will always be a dyke. 

As for gender, I am a girl. But sometimes I am a very masculine, boyish girl. Dating someone who's so fluid in their sexuality has allowed me to explore this side of me more. It's awesome. There I days were I present completely feminine, completely masculine or androgynous. I'm very comfortable in the androgynous presentation.

Anyways. That's what's new with me. What's new with you?