Life is solid.

My girlfriend is amazing. I'm keeping this one. It's been decided.

I'm going to graduate college early.

I am getting a house (filed under: things that make me feel old) this summer so that the lady and I can "shack up."

Work is good. The butterball is trying to walk. It's wild. He was just a wrinkly ball of person a few days ago (or so it would seem). I can't believe how fast he is growing.

This is the best valentine's day ever.

My girlfriend is amazing.

And beautiful.

Swoon.

Butterball is growing up! Here I am trying to teach him to crawl. It worked. He crawls now.

Also, big brother Timothy told their mother that he hates Rhonda (an occasional babysitter of theirs), but likes me. I feel honored.

Queer nanny gets a little queerer.

I cut all my hair off into a bad ass faux hawk.

I love it.

I'm turning into quite the player these days. I've never had a chance to date before. And apparently girls and bois like me. Who knew? 

I love it.

I start back at school soon. I get to spend time with my friends, and be far far away from my family.

I love it.

This was a much more positive post than the last one, eh?

I love it.

Fuck 2010.

No seriously.

Fuck it!

It can only get better, right?

(ha!)

The Butterball

Just a reminder about how adorbz this kid is.

I am on winter break from school, so I am relieved of my nanny duties until the beginning of January. It's actually very sad for me. I miss my butterball.

It's a silly time to learn to swim on the way down.

God, growing up is harder than I expected.

Relationships are weird. Attempting polyamory is a whole new game for me. I guess I'm enjoying it. It's freeing, but I don't think it's the way to find a life partner. It's fun for now, though.

Exploring my gender and my sexuality has been a lot of fun too. Polysexual dyke. I can't think of a better way to describe my sexuality than that. Given that I am attracted to cis women and trans men, I can't cling to the label lesbian anymore. And that's okay. Polysexual is a great term. As for dyke, I see dyke as more cultural. I am into dyke culture, drawn to dyke company and present in a dyke manner. I will always be a dyke. 

As for gender, I am a girl. But sometimes I am a very masculine, boyish girl. Dating someone who's so fluid in their sexuality has allowed me to explore this side of me more. It's awesome. There I days were I present completely feminine, completely masculine or androgynous. I'm very comfortable in the androgynous presentation.

Anyways. That's what's new with me. What's new with you?